"The last time I checked, I had one face and no masks!" That's the statement I said to my sister the other day when we were having lunch. We were discussing how hypocrisy can gets its way in our society and how we (meaning our house starting from mom to myself the youngest creature, including servants) don't know how to fake it. We are just so natural and straightforward people might believe we are soooo bold. I don't know how to explain it very clearly. It is just that fact how people can act to get what they want and after that they don't care or even know you, because you are not of any benefit to them.
It keeps ringing in my head what she said that day, "maybe that's why we are not lucky at all." I knew my answer right away and told her, "well it's no one choice, it's god's will, he he says so then it shall be." But then, having continuous conversations with friends about how they get things done, one always says, it is not because you want to be a hypocrite, it is what the society forces you to be one. People are hypocrites and if you want your work to be done and you want your way into it without any struggles, then you got to be doing it.
Is it fair to be a hypocrite? It is hard, I find myself thinking, why can't I try it and bam when I'm in whatever situation, it never happens. I just can't stand it. Funny, maybe it is, but it never was or will be easy to have two faces.
On the Bulletin Board:
- Mom sighs whenever she sees me every morning kissing her good morning and say "I'm off for yet another interview."
- W for Was6a, seems to get people whatever they want, I have it hard to use.
- Mshmsh, is driving me crazy, whenever I'm asleep, he'd jump on my bed and the next thing I know he is purring in my face. I always have to shoo him out of the room to sleep.
- Tutoring a 9 years old kid with a golden fish mind for maths is really frustrating. I was about to cry the other day.
- I'm craving cheese, not sure when it is ok for me to have cheese again. Sad!
Stay tuned,

2 comments:
Me no likey two faces people but I have met a lot of them. So one thing I chose to do-Never talk extra things with people unless its necessary. Like you don't know when people will stab you from behind for the things you said. So keep everything to yourself and never shows that your weak. Just stay cool and calm and reserved.
u know i have the same conv with my freind , and it hurts me when i talked about it with anyone they keep saying that is what it is we can change it !!! live with it
Alah ye3een !
AD.Queen
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