LOST!

That's the amazing show I occupied myself wit for some time now, lol, ok no I'm joking, I feel lost. I don't know if I'm a good or bad person, but I found myself having an effect on people through the way I lead my lifestyle and how I act. I come from a free but with limits family. I can do everything I wan but it should be decent and to the limits they have imposed on me. About two weeks ago, I was out with my niece for some shopping and I really wanted a few pairs of shorts. Well it is very hot and at my home I'm allowed to wear them without being screamed at for such type of clothing. Ne ways, while we were shopping she stated, "well mom, actually aunt who visits from time to time changed how mom think and we are not allowed to wear shorts at home." I stared at her with bulging eyes and said, "what the heck, why? you are going to wear them at home aren't you.... who lives at home yourself, your parents, and siblings, so why not?" she shrug her shoulders. I didn't even know how to answer her. Few days ago she bbm-ed me saying I'm wearing shorts, mom gave me a scrutinizing look and said nothing. I was happy to for her, she broke he ice, since when did strangers who we involve in our lives had any decisions in them. Why would they interfere if a person never done anything wrong. (The aunt I was referring to in the beginning is a STRANGER). Well, we are like that, like us the way we are, we don't have to change for you.

The question is, was I wrong, bad or to have influenced her by the arrogant way of thinking. The thing is, I get along with many things here at home (il7imdillah ya rab). Ok, I'm a bit spoiled but seriously everything is in limits, it is not always as I want it to be, but I do it and get whatever I want in a good way. Eg. back in highschool, I would say, I'm going to study hard and you get me this. It has always worked out with me. Chana 6la3t 3an ilmaw'6oo3. So, according to the girls about my age in the family, I'm very lucky, even to simplest matters like wearing jeans and hoodies and riding the bicycle in the neighborhood. It is just how I was raised, how they made me think and how I developed my own lifestyle and attitude. Am I wrong by making decisions for others one way or another? I really don't want people coming and blaming me later own, yet all I always say back to such things is my own opinion and suggest that a person should always be brave. It never was wrong to wear shorts, so what she wore shorts at home, it is just a piece of clothing. 

I dunno, I'm lost...

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On the Bulletin Board:

- I'm back from Bahrain.

- I miss my friends, guys if you are reading this we need to meet sometime.

- I need to go book Gold Class tickets for HArry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. I can't bear the idea that the theatre is going to be filled with people on premier day and I hate standing in a queue waiting to grab popcorn and coke. 

Stay tuned,