Saturday, March 28, 2009

Season for countdowns...

The reason I call it the season for countdowns is because many things are drawing to an end in this stage of my life. I was happy and still happy, I don't mind, it just hurts me that with every second passing, everything is just a memory from the past. It is not that I'm fussing about it, but wow, that's a huge step in front of me I don't know if I will ever be able to skip with a large jump. I do have instincts but I don't know my destiny. (My instincts are just for a short period of time, my sister has the sixth sense and she freaks me out so, il7imdillah I don't have it). Ne ways, back to the countdown.

- 2 more days for my final project to be submitted.
- 2 more months for the internship to be over.
In those coming two months, I will be done with ACADEMIA for I dunno how much time. (I have plans, lol)
- over the summer, it will be the countdown for the last summer break in my life, unless plan works.
- then the countdown draws to an end when I will decide to work, and if I found a job instantly.
- another countdown, is when I will turn 22,(my birthday) I'm becoming old, I wish I could stop at 21, it is so much fun to be young always.
- there are just so many things (some I can't speak up about).

Therefore, I'm facing a major change in my life. It is a bit scary, as you all know the Gemini me has a roller coaster type of personality but deep down is just a puddle of emotions. *I hear a voice in my ears saying -bottle up- right now, lol*

Ne ways, if you have countdowns in your life, feel free to share them.

PS: 3anooda, I read the note u posted on your blog about me not being able to drink the whole coffee, well don't worry it is not because u were sick and wiping your nose every second, it is because I have a small bladder, lol. *hugs* and yeah, who says my eyes disappear when I smile, huh huh huh? lol.

On the Bulletin Board:
- craving sushi for a while now.
- id3ooly I present well and everything goes right, it is scary.
- I think I might go private, blog wise, shraykum.
- red or fushia nail polish?
- I miss my normal figure and I need my normal diet.

Stay tuned.
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15 comments:

3anooda said...

hhhmmmm - first things first - my countdown

to acheive and COMPLETE my MBA before i turn 30. I am on the right track but i cannt afford to waste any time at all. if i delay one semester than i will make it when i AM 30. 3ad still almost 2 years to go.

i say make guidelines and targets dont make plans. especially if ur the type that gets dissappointed with ur self. not many people know this but i studied in the UK to get my bachelors but i never finished. i had to resit 2 exams and i decided to do them back home. biradat allah there was a 2 year delay in the end i just gave up with the british council and decided to study part time.

eventually i had enough years of work experience and an HND to enter into the MBA.

i had plans - when i hit one obstacle i dissappointed myself and thought the whole plan was out of the window. but eventually i pulled myself up, brushed myself off and went head on.

my dream of getting my MBA before im 30 started when i was 15 yrs old. i am now senior management a department head AND the only Omani with my kind of experience in the WHOLE country.

i am proud of who i became. and i have no regrets. this is the way Allah wanted me to lead my life. allahuma la i3tira'9.

OK enough serious talk. LOOOL thank u for publicising that i was blowing my nose every 2 seconds. are u getting back at me for the dissappearing eye comment??

ĐǻñĎõøðñ said...

why private?

is everything ok? =(

Stand-Alone~ said...

Hey good luck on submiting the project.. wishing you all the best!!

21 was so much fun!!!!

wow.. such count downs you have.. i dont even wanna think of mine!!

Good luck in them,..

p.s why do you wanna go private??? =/

zina said...

Karamilah wishing U that every thing goes they way U want ;)
and 22 still young ;)
and the Fuchia nail polish of course!
i voted 4 “NO”!

Karamilah said...

3anooda,
ok guidlines, no plans
im my case i have plans and never is upset if i dont accomplish them because i believe it is destiny and i will accomplish them itha allah rad.
bas chana 3a6aiteeny mo7a'6arah, mofeedah, mwaaa7 mwaa7

sort of, getting back at u coz who said i have tiny tiny eyes, lol. don't u think they are adorable little organs, il7imdillah and mashallah

Dandoon,
I have no idea, a7es many people stared to know my identity, it is my fault bas i dunno

Stand Alone,
thanxx, i need it,
21 is fun, im aging so fast, cant there be a time machine that would stop promptly at year 2008, lol.
PS: maybe coz i revealed a lot and many know me.

zina,
inshallah allah ysma3 minich
im not 22 yet, im getting there, bas the fact of thinking 22 scares me, im aging lool.
fuchia, soon it will be, unless i change my mind in the last minute
:)

magnifica87 said...

The beginning was gona make me cry...so soon we'll finish, we'll be free, but its sad ba3ad >_< I'll miss uni, even though I thot I don't like it :P

Best of luck n ur project! I'll be there inshallah to support u! :D

Mmm...I'll go with red nail polish but it depends on the shade.
Going private?! Well, first make sure I can read ur blog :P

Cooookies said...

goodluck in ur project !!

i dont like countdowns :P probably why im so disprganized ;/

ZeZe said...

Good luck with everything you do sweetie and happy birthday =) I'm going 22 in this May, I wish I stop at 21 too =(

Karamilah said...

Chinese eyes,
I don't mention them as they are going to kill me, no, i have them in mind but I flow with them very finely, I'm nt sure u get me.
Didnt go to the Cirque yet, so probably not going ne mpre.
Thank you, id3eely, i need it
flashy orange, that wont match the dress im wearing to the wedding, lol.

Sav,
You something, everyday I notice that your such an emotional person, very heartfelt, it is just a piece of writing, smile.
i is very sad, waaaayed, and I wont deny it I will miss uni a lot, but we have to face a new destiny and new road.
thanxx and thanxx for showing up, love u.
Yeah, part of me is still thinking of going private.

Cooookies,
thanxx :)
they get on the nerves and they manage to freak you out, i know what you mean, but you have to face it.

Zeze,
Thaaaanxxx dear,
I'm still not there yet, happy b-day me on my birthday, not now,
aging is scary isnt it, lol

AD_Queen said...

hey baby hope all is going great with u , well those changes must b there u know why cuz u wont taste the sweet falvor of life ,damn i feel like am acting as f am Dr phill :P

AD_Queen

INDESTRUCTIBLE said...

One more countdown is over. my Blog is up and running.

PaLoMiNo said...

Good Luck eb kilshay 7abeebti :***
NOOO ma naby private, unless u invite me ;p

Karamilah said...

AD queen,
im alright, il7imdillah, ohhh i read some nice sensible talk here. yeah i think that's right, but still the past is always nice. ur no Dr. Phil, ur Dr. AD Queen, mmm encouraging people and guiding them to the right track.

Ind.,
Mabrook, I'll make sure to have a look at the new make over when there is time. :)

Palomino,
Thanxxxx and y r u crying? seriously, it is not the end of the road yet.
so you voted no, ok, we'll c that by the end of this poll. I'm still not sure, and I sure will invite you if i decided to go private.

Maqsood Qureshi said...

Private eh? Nope! :( SULK!

PaLoMiNo said...

7ayati i wasn't crying... i was giving u good luck kisses ;*

eeeh I voted :)

 

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