Happy New Year

So, today, the last day of year 2007. Many things happened in this year and in a fast way I never expected them to be so. Today will be the past and from tomorrow a new life awaits others and I. 2007 with all its sorrows, may they stay behind and the good memories be held to the rest of our lives. For year 2008, may it be a bless year to you all, full of happiness and great memories. Happy New Year, and my best wishes to all...


What have I accomplished in year 2007:
- Made new friends
- Became more involved with my family
- Became an editor for the very first time
- Learned Tilawa for a while
- Started learning how to snowboard
- Learned good photography techniques (now it is my job to take pictures on every family occasion)
- Learned how to control my anger (I'm way much better)
- Lost weight
- ...etc

What I'm willing to accomplish in year 2008 inshallah:
- Become a better person
- Be more organized
- Travel more
- Learn French
- Fix more jigsaw puzzles
- Read more (I miss doing so)
- Be more healthier
- Succeed in uni (willing to finish all the required courses and have only internship + capstone project for the fall semester of year 2009)
- ...etc w allah a3lam how everything will work out.

until then, chaws

Mama is back. Two days ago, I had one of those bad migraines but then my niece says, "Hey Grandma just came." I was like "No she didn't, they are arriving tomorrow. So, I jumped from the bed to look for myself from the window, and she was there. She was THERE, standing beside the car. I went hysterical. Can' express my feeling. Having il7imdillah back home makes me feel more secure and safe. Just her presence occupies a major part of this house. Even Eid wasn't that special and tee was something missing because she weren't there. I love you mom and may allah keep you for us.

I had Migraines three days in a row. I don't know if this is normal but I stopped medication and will never take whatever his doc is giving me. Those three days were horrible but il7imdillah I managed to study and work on my assignments and especially the quality time with friends and family.

Some of the work load is starting to ease, il7imdillah, this is a good thing. I still have several things to finish but I'm working on it, and everything is working he way I'm planning for.

For few times this week, my teeth started to ache. I got so worried and I stil feel the hurt. So, I called my dentist and made an appointment.
At the clinic:
I sit on that creepy dentist chair, and then the he asks me, "What's wrong?" I assumed since the pain is increasing that I have decay, so he asks me to open my mouth and he started checking various angels of my teeth. He then said, "are you here to make fun of me?" I was like "what I never thought of it that way and I really feel pain in my teeth." He made an x-ray for my teeth, then checked it with the leakage sensor machine, but nothing. I'm grateful, but from where does this pain come from. My teeth still hurt but I have no idea what's the main reason behind this pain. Hmm, maybe because of the weather, lol, I dunno, don't you think it might be true. Ok, now i'm joking myself.

Slightly tilted, but good, I think.

Happy B-day Salem and may all your wishes come true.

Never managed to put my feet in that cool water.

Stay tuned, will update soon inshallah

Until then, chawz

Eid Mubarak + LIFE + Mood

First Eid Mubarak to all of you, I know it is late but I kinda din't feel like blogging. It is the first Eid with mom, since she gone for pilgrimage this year with my brother and sister-in-law. We talked to them yesterday and they are on their way back. Allah y7afe'6hum.

Life SUCKS.

My mood been really bad lately and I kinda not try showing it but I kinda failed to some extent. So, I'm not purple, not this time, lol.

Until then, chawz.

schedules + no nightmares + purple

I can't believe it, this uni suck big time. Really. WHY DON'T WE REGISTER OUR OWN SCHEDULES, it isn't something bad but I think they enjoy treating us as kids. I mean kids with the baby goat definition. What really happened is, this time the college I'm in, decides to change the way things work out. Each student goes to her advisor and he/she will discuss what you want and will put it for you. My advisor said, "This is more flexible, we guide you and let you choose so you won't feel pressured." I said o myself after the shock, "yeah sure, and that what you've done." I hate 8 a.m. classes and I do speed to be on time, btw for those 8 a.m. classes I don't wear make-up most of the time and I look just not the way I want to be. People look at you as if something gone wrong. It manifests how the rest of my day will be. So, I told him, no 8 a.m. classes, but what he did, he did put an 8 a.m. course. Another thing is the business management course, I never liked management and that is the reason for choosing PR & Advertising - creative, so no way I'm taking management. I told him if I can't get in the marketing course, I'm not taking any business courses until the semester after. Fair enough, but he also ignores.

This thing is getting on my nerves, it seems being nice doesn't really work. I hate being kinda irritating in the way I treat people, but this will be my ultimate solution to all my problems.

*Breathe in - out*

The numbers nightmare of the campaign budget and media plan is kinda easing off, since (dalo3at_uae) my friend bless her, helped. Thanxx dear, I wouldn't have done it without you.

So, I still have lots of work but who cares I just need a break, so, I'm going out for lunch. Unfortunately we were going to go to Dubai, but my sister isn't feeling well, so we are going ot have fun here in AD.If there were time, I might drag her to the cinema and watch a movie. HOw much I miss doing that. So, going to Dubai and visiting Ski DXB attempt failed, but who cares there is always something else to do.

I've always loved the color purple, even before it have been included as the season's color. So, when I'm good mood, my color is purple and for that good reason, I'm planning to get a new cell phone, a purple K770i. Sho raykum? I already chose but so lazy to go and get it, lol.
I miss you mom... (mama gone for 7aj this year)

So, I better do some work,
until then chawz

Stop TALKING about me...!

I know that I'm making a big fuss about something so small, but whoever you are STOP TALKING ABOUT ME, I know that you are talking about me and it is hurting. STOP IT FOR GOD's SAKE, I CAN'T TOLERATE THE SOUND IN MY EARS.

This been happening for three days now, it is annoying, and this is the type of superstition I'm talking about.

I enjoyed a marvelous day yesterday, although it started with me screwing up on a test, yet it ended beautifully, il7imdillah. So basically what happened is that I was so prepared for the test and confident, but I overslept and I was late, the fog was kinda scary and I couldn't speed the way I do when I'm actually late. So, I messed up, I looked at the screen, felt blank and wrote whatever I think is right not what I remembered. Hard luck for me. I have to note that when registering for the coming semester I should not get any 8 o'clock courses. Never. Never. Unless I dunno... lol.

I finish the test and head to the office to be surprised with one of the Cheif Designer saying "Mabrook on the new issue". I was like, what it out already, so she passed me a copy. Guess what, I made it to the cover page this time, e7m (what I mean is that the picture I took was the cover page of this issue.) Isn't that just amazing. Another thing I noticed is that this issue is way much organized than the previous ones and I'm so in love with it. e7m. Especially the cover, lol.

Imagine, not having at least a drop of water or a piece of bread until five pm. e7m. That was me yesterday, although I was hungry I never had that feeing that I should go eat right now, not until I went to my sister's house to have some rest. Other than that, I had a great time with the twins, they were very emotional, we kept hugging every few mins.

At 6:30 pm, I passed by my friend and we went back to uni to meet with our professor and several other girls, for we were invited to join the British Embassy's reception thingy. It was amazing, we met with people we never thought we would, or maybe we would've had a hard time to reach. After the reception, on our way home, my friend said, "that makes me love being a communication major student even more that I really liked it in the very beginning." I think she is right, being in this field makes you become involved and recognized in many places and by many people. It is just amazing to interact and socialize with people, no matter where it is and who it is you are socializing with.

I got the green light from Mama for the trip, I hope everything goes well so I'm not gonna talk about it now, not until everything goes so smoothly.

To-Do-list:
- Since I have the prices finish the budget and media plan for the campaign and send it to the leader (good thing she is patient with me, lol)
- Write Arabic news and send it to the editor and the professor
- Make both Arabic and English portfolios for my work on the magazine
- design the brochure due Sunday
- Advertising Exam on Sunday - prepare for it
- Edu - adolescence and elderly papers (try to finish them over the weekend)
- The list goes on,,, I dunno I need to stop making lists, it is freaking me out, it really does sometimes, lol. I'm absolutely crazy.

Until then, chawz.

The four days break for the 36th National Day was a blast. I had so much fun and forgot all about the work especially because I had the right people to occupy my time and keep telling, "You need a break, so just enjoy your time." Ne ways, on Thursday, Nov. 29, I packed my bag and left to al silaa (ilsl3), actually to my bro's beach house, three hours ride. That day I had no breakfast, no lunch but for water and no rest and I had my menstruation. Imagine all of that and I'm taking painkillers on an empty stomach. Never mind, I forgot to pack several things including my jacket, lool. I had to borrow my nephew's, god bless the boys, they are always my saviors. The weather was amazing and more than just amazing, at night the maids would do the barbecue, we would be watching a movie from the projector outside the house, and the kids would be playing around. On one of the days, my brother took us on his VERY VERY VERY OLD pick up (which they used to call Jeep a very long time ago). I was amazing. If I could express it I would but I dunno how to do so. My bro wanted to rent for me one of those but couldn't find an automatic gear, so, unfortunately didn't get the chance to drive it.

This is the pick-up and don't you guys laugh, it is a Land Rover after all, lool.

On Saturday, we came back to AD and then by night fall we packed and left to Dubai. The next day we went to Hatta and at night we joined the Maseerah in Jumeirah (sorry to say that but the truth is always to be said = maseerat AD are way much better).

Ok, if I don't bring anything about uni, then I'm not normal, so here what happens, on Monday night I should've finished my Campaign Analysis 2 assignment which was due Tuesday but what happens, while I'm writing I fall asleep. I managed il7imdillah to finish it by 5 o'clock in the afternoon the next day before I left for home. Imagine, this is me lately. Everything to very last minute. It is just I lost control of being organized and I keep wasting my time so much. I'm saying it out loud, "I'm no more what my profile says (which I have to change) and MY LIFE IS A MESS."

So, before I even forget to wish you all people, so, Happy National Day. (very late). I withdrew from the club, I'm no more a secretary, it was a hell of an annoying period of time. I sold an ad for the very first time and not happy about it. One last thing, the migraines are getting worse and I caught a cold.

To-do list:
- type the provost's interview - make it quick
- Do the Budgeting and Media plan of the group project or the leader of the group is going to kill me (I'm not in the mood and it is very hard)
- get the money for the ad i sold very soon
-make a survey for the story for the magazine
- study for test on Sun
- I have other stuff but I can't remember

Some things I would like to do for myself over the weekend is get my nails fixed.

Until then, chawz...