again randoms

again random stuff occurred but not big things

Have anyone noticed something, I finally added a shoutbox. e7m, not me but may be useful sometimes. :)

n e ways, Bluey says hi to all and she is back home.

My cousin's engagement is this Friday and I still didn't get a dress or anything done. (she's gonna kill me)

3 days as weekend is just amazing

I finally renewed my health card and made an appointment for a full check up

I keep on having migraines (that sux big time)

I mentioned that I have a Mona Lisa jigsaw puzzle to fix, e7m it is still under my bed not finished. (It's very hard, I wonder why I thought it was going to be easy)

and yeah, it seems that I lost track, I dunno what I read from the novel and not sure understood what I already read. So, abandon for a while until settled.

there is nothing that interesting going on, il'6aher it is the boredom and workload phase, kind of crazy but good.

enough of my nonsense, until then Byeeee

random

The day before yesterday, my sister-in-law came with my nieces and the nephew. You know when kids make your day. He did so. Ghanoom is hilarious. At this stage he is just like a parrot for he keeps on imitating people all the time, even when it is not time for jokes. N e ways, I called him "Ghaaanem, Ghaaanem" he replied, "labaih" when I didn't answer him back he said "labait fee mina." Isn't it soooooo cute. And even, his mother says that onces he fell and they were all in the living, when no one paid any attention to him he said to himself "bism allah 3alaik." He is one of the kids you would like to stay around and laugh with, mashallah 3alaih fedaitah. I will try get a pic of him soon.

N e ways, I might be writing for the University Magazine, that's great for me, especially that my name is gonna be written there. I will let u all know when it happens inshallah.

I was supposed to capture at east 25 shots for class today and unfortunately, I only got 5. That's not good. I might go visit Ghanem and ask if he could be a model for few pictures.

The worst of all. It crashed and all my work is gone. I mean the trancing illustrator assignment we had for class the other day. It took time but really, it got me pissed off. I have to do it all over again as well as another design for an AD of any shop w I have no idea what shall I design. If you have any suggestions plz let me know.

Bluey, is still at the garage. Yeah, still, not until a week from today, might it finish. I miss her so much.

Ok, it is time for a warm shower and getting ready for a long day
that's it for now

no more thursdays

Thursday, the 19th, was my final exam for the media criticism course and from now I have no more Thursday to go for. Finally, I will sleep (I doubt that)- I just hope so. N e ways, nothing special or new been happening only for being able to finish my to-do list. :) il7imdillah.

I took Bluey two weeks ago and believe me this garage is driving me nutt. I miss my car, I WANT HER BACK. I shall call tomorrow morning and see what happened. Oh Bluey, I'm sorry for what happened, I won't let anything happen to you again.

thats for now, boring entry

Migraine

I woke up early and hardly opened my eyes. When I finally were able to open them I searched for my glasses put them on and felt dizzy, shivering and couldn't properly see what is in front of me. I had a severe migraine that made me feel sick all morning and a bit numb throughout the day. The headache wasn't so normal and whatever action my head takes it hurts more, until I forced myself to go back to sleep which I hardly did. Then the phone rings, I pick it up and I hear myself clear that I knew who was the person I answered. I couldn't go back to bed even if I wanted to do and even when the headache is hurting more and more each minute. I woke up eventually, got cleaned up, yet in few seconds, an internal fever starts to ache my who body, I start to shiver more and feel sicker than ever. All I could think of is starting the paper because there is no time anymore, but it was time for medication. As usual I didn't go to the hospital or the clinic (btw my health card is expired) so I asked the maid to just call my sister for I can't resist ne more. She comes and asks few questions and goes to her room to fetch some things. She told me to take a tablet then she started rubbing my feet and my neck with Vics. She ordered the maid to make me a sandwich and cut some apples. I consumed them slowly but couldn't sleep until I finish the group's HW due today. I tried emailing it but the attach won't word. I quickly got myself dressed, told my nephew to go with me to uni to drop the CD and come back. The driver drove us because I was almost asleep from the pill and would not concentrate on driving. I eventually finished one task. A harder one takes place, which is the paper. I had to start and I couldn't stare at the computer screen for a long time. So, I used to write several paragraphs and let my nephew (which I thank god was at home) to type them on the computer. I did almost all of it and the time for nice sleep had come. I finally slept for several hours.

I'm not exaggerating but that what happened to me today. Being a migraine victim now I realized how important that I get treated from it. Now I will go renew my health card and make an appointment to check the reasons behind that. Never leave anything to the very end, believe me it would make a huge difference if treated from the beginning.

Now it is time for me to go back to bed and have some rest.

Reality not accepted

Yesterday, I went with my sister to the clinic and i just thought of measuring my weight. I took of my shoes and ascended the scale and in few seconds the scale reads my weight. I said "OMG is it true or the scale is not really working." I'm definitely over weight and il7imdillah although I am, my body shape is good, if not for all for me is good. I don't care that much of being over weight or whatever, what is amazing is that we always tend to not accept the reality.

With lots of things to do I managed to finish several things from my to do list. I took Bluey to the garage, I finished the interview story, I wrote my reflections on the movies, I went to the conference (btw it is amazing) but I didn't take shots (didn't buy a new cam yet and my old one is still to be fixed). I'm so proud of myself, at least I started.

I recently finished reading The Thirteenth Tale by Diane Setterfield and it is a great story. I recommend that for twins and for people who seek the truth behind a mystery story. I've started with The Inheritance of Loss by Kiran Desai, which I think I will have to stop reading for a while until I finish writing my paper and do the final exam. Or maybe not, e7m, it's a habit I can't not accept but that is the way it is.

Mitsu: we shall go skiing soon just let me know when you prefer and I will check my schedule. *weekend plz*

I wanted to show you this a long time ago but I always forget and here it is. It cracked me up, so enjoy it.

I noticed something in the last few weeks and it irritates me that I became that kind of person. I don't like to complain a lot and I just feel that thats what I've been doing for the last few weeks. Dunno, maybe it's a phase or something and get well soon to mind tiny bit of mind.

N e ways, this week turns to be interesting. Maybe more space and more freedom but more work which isn't really hard work. The only thing is my slow consuming mind (which is something new) that is not really functioning quickly. So to do list will do for the mean time, which I actually doubt I will do, n e ways here it is to remind me to take the first step and start.

1- Read Chapter 45 for next class (SBS)
2- Write Interview Story for April 15th
3- Write Reflections on Movies
4- Prepare for Final (Media Criticism)
5- Buy a new Camera
6- Take Bluey for Doc check-up
7- Design vector for the camera design
8- Find Resources and starting writing SBS paper due 19th April
9- Try to go to the conference and take good shots for photojournalism (not compulsory)
10- Buy a dress of cousin's engagement. (she will kill me, I haven't prepared anything for it)
11- Whatever I would add very soon

And yeah, I got the things we've done in Cerameque Cafe' and the twins stuff were kewl, my sis was so obsessed with her slipper and what I've done is piece of crap, I'm officially a loser. eeek.

Ok, I need help from Photography experts here
I'm willing to buy a new digi-cam and I'm kinda confused between two, so please give me ur opinion.

Canon EOS 400D
or Nikon D40

ok thats it for now

Crashing

It kinda hit me today, so I asked my class mates if we are supposed to write a paper for that particular course. They said yes, so I opened my folder and searched through the syllabus and there it is. Paper due 12th of April worth 40%. The professor comes in and we started asking him about the whole thing, we even didn't mention the topics earlier. We were all shocked, he didn't remind us and believe me no1 goes back to the syllabus to check anything. Ilmohim, awanah he extended the deadline after he gave us a lecture about being punctual. This professor is out of his mind, he wasn't like that ever before, dunno what happened to him. So here it is, I'm to write a paper of 1500-2000 words due 19th about any topic related to globalization. If you have any suggestions for a good topic, plz just tell me about it.

However, what about a speech to present next Monday. I'm done with the outline but that professor keeps bugging me and when he says "You should at least have a book resource". Yeah sure. I've already searched and couldn't find anything related to my topic. Still in searching process. Allah Y3eeny.

I mentioned earlier about that paper which is worth 1/3 of the whole grade. Yesterday, wallah I felt like 5ala9 me going to anhar. I was at my friend's house before leaving to uni, I'm not the kind of person who goes after a professor and keep on asking questions, so I was like,mmmm I dunno, Sav I don't think I want to go ask him. She urged me to do so. I had a test which I forgot about all of a sudden and was late for class, but when I were done remembered that I had to ask. I went to ask him and he wasn't that help only to tell me what I wrote was all wrong. How about it? Went home mt7a6mah and was nearly going to break down, until a friend answered (god bless her) my miss calls and msgs and explained the whole thing. Wallah, if it wasn't for her I wouldn't have even written a word. The good news I'm almost done and ready for rechecking the paper to hand in tomorrow at 1 o'clock.

People reading this entry would think, why do we have to read about her struggles in uni, but I wrote it to at last ask one annoying question:

WHY WHEN IT COMES TO THE MIDDLE OF THE SEMESTER, PROFESSORS BECOME NASTY AND ALL GIVE YOU LOADS AND LOADS OF THINGS TO DO WITH NO REGARD TO HOW MUCH YOUARE IN PRESSURE?

Enough is enough

I can't stand them anymore. When are they leaving. Living with them makes chaos and accepting the damages while just sitting without arguing is just too much. It hurts and I'm enough with all the things they are doing. There is a limit but they crossed it. No more kind Karamilah, no more forgiving and no more being naive. It makes me feel like crying which I'm resisting but if anything happens I know I'm gonna blow up.

SO, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, RESPECT OTHERS OR JUST LEAVE US ALONE.

I managed to write my name, and the title on the page of the course paper due this Thursday. I can't do it, it makes me cry. Wallah I can't think of something good to start with. I'm wasting my time whenever I have lots and lots of time to finish it. I have good ideas and everything but when it comes to writing I just can't do it. This is horrible, I have to start, I will try but as usual end up leaving the page blank and go read my novel instead. Ok thats exhausting, and inshallah I will write at least a sentence before I get to bed. And yeah what eases the whole thing, is that two more weeks and I will be done with this course. Then I will have Three days weekends until the end of this semester.

On Friday, My sister, the twins and I went to Cafe' Ceramique. It was fun although I'm not a good painter. It even looks kinda lame lool. N e ways I'm posting the pix of what we did.

These are mine

These are my sister's

These are the twin s's

One last thing, the book fair started on Saturday and until now I didn't go. I good chance I might go tomorrow to look for the books I listed on a piece of paper. *Actually an insane person like me have probably searched for good reviews and listed 22 titles to look for or book at the book fair. * Crazy, I know :).